SO LATE....

Its actually 2.55am and I have yet to produce anything constructive other than finishing my 11 year old brother's project...

Yeap...

You heard me right...

I just can never under stand the education system that we have in this country...

They stress on work load aka " Lagi Banyak, Lagi Bagus" and not on the process of learning itself...

We just love the word tuition...

Even one of my course mate goes for extra classes (still consider that as tuition) which is a common practice among Malaysian students believeing that such religous practice would bring for blessings of good marks...

Its crap that I have to do his Malay project which stresses on Malay Literature in which I have only under taken at the age of 16...

I am basically copying and pasting all that the research I have done on the net into a work which would be a 1 minute flip through by the teacher...

There is no merit in doing these projects when my brother couldn't pay two cents worth of attention to...

Besides, it is not unknown that teachers themseles are not appreciating such fine art, what more the students?

Learning?

Why is it so different from what we see on TV? I thought learning is not so much about academics. Its about shaping lives, forming characters, building faith and confidence...

Clearly, that is not the aim here or rather at a more general view, among Asians...

Why do we strive for excelence that in the midst of it all we lose sight of the actual reason we are placed to learn?

As for me, college though still looks very much like a tuition centre but there, I learn much more than the face value of statutes or basic legal principles...

I see the reason how a constitution is administered, how legal rules are not just a part of our lives but governs in aspects we hardly knew exists and how important it is to know the law beside cramming in as many cases as I can recall....

The point is, learning is about literally learning about something, not the amounts of As at the end of the day or the splendid result slip with a 1st Class honours imprinted on it...

Its about embracing what we learn and appreciating that what we are surrounded with...

You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about - the more you have left when anything happens.

Ethel Barrymore (1879 - 1959)

Numa Numa...

This guy is just so funny...

And now you can sing with him too...

Though this video is like out for ages, he is still very funnny and has attained a certain degree of publicity online...

Chek him out...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjfUEthTHCQ

Look At This!!!

Its one of those days when I chat on msn just to find Tiffz there...

We chat and check out each others blog (Apparently thats the new way of poking your nose into someone elses life...)

And we chat about the good old times until I showed her this picture which was stuck on the Malaysian Idol website gallery...

Thanks Tiffany for staying with me all along while we wait in line for the auditions...

I just remembered I never taken an opportunity to do so too...

Thanks dear...

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After weeks of downloading this series I finally got it out of my system...

18 solid episodes of nothing but pure entertainment, thrill and suspense...

First of course there is the unforgetable hunks and sexy bimbos of the show...

Then the amazing story which revolves around these people who discover that they have "special abilities" (shriek!!!)

Its very relatable in a sense where no one there look like they are able to naturally accept who they are unlike movies we've watched where one is able to quickly embrace their powers...

At the end of the day, its all about people just wanting to be normal and how to handle yourself when u get... Abnormal?

Having such relativity makes it even more intriguing and mind boggling at the things that they do which makes you go "Will I do that if I am in their shoes?"

Swithching to acting...

I love Hayden who plays Claire Bennet...

She possess the power to heal herself...

And the power to heal my heart...

She is just so hot...

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Best of all, I love this guy...

He plays Hiro Nakamura...

He is actually just a lighting guy for movies like Star Wars but got himself doing this seriese...

I must say he is briliant and I mean...

Literally briliant...

His IQ is 180....

My verdict?

Well, a pretty good show to replace Desperate Housewives season 2 but I have to take my hat of for the one who wrote this story, its briliant...

Make sure you watch it...

Malaysians will always be Malaysians...

Aiyor... Tak boleh tahan...

I went for a movie alone today...

YES!!! Alone...

I sat between this Malay guy on my right and a Malay gurl on my left...

When the Movie starts (We were watching NORBIT since Dreamgirl is not on when I got there)

The guy starts to shake his leg and keep on talking on his phone while the girl next to me keep on talking to the screen...

I was so annoyed...

I wish I could stand up and go to the back row but then again...

What would Jesus DO?

Then I was going on the train when I see all these people crowding one door while the other were empty...

Malaysians are just like that...

Its a culture that earned us this name....

So this a bad thing or a good thing?

Honestly...

I hate it...

But... Nevertheless, its something we are all learning to rectify...

I hope to give them a chance...

But more importantly...

I hope I dun act like them...

Depressed?

Well, I was reading this article my aunt send me about being depressed and I believe that I possess so many of the signs...

I am not confident about myself, easily tired....

I am pretty tired feeling like crap...

I think I can sing but then again...

I doubt myself, people around me don't see anything special in me...

Its not really a secret but I do wanna be a singer!

My biggest dream is to be able to stand on that stage and people are just so touched by my music...

However I constantly question if that is what God wants me to do...

I question if I really have talent...

Yeah yeah...

So what that audition clip...

I am not confident enough that that proves anything...

You be the judge...

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Gurls...

Yup I kinda have this gigantor crush on this kinda cute gurl la but...

I dunno how she feels about me...

I kinda get mixed signals...

So I am not sure man...

Should I or Shouldn't I?

The Daisies aren't giving to much of a convincing answer...

The petals are littered all on my garden...

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Could anyone blame me for being depressed besides having to deal with this and then there is exams round the corner...

GOD, Help... Please?